Love you mom..

She’s very special for me. Whatever I did, whatever I got, she was always with me & will always be there for me. She is my mom. Today she turned forty-three. And as I’m writing my 22^nd blog on her birthday, i.e. 22^nd December, I want to express my love for her. However good I’m today, it is because of her love, discipline & sacrifice.

She is a symbol of sacrifice. She faced many responsibilities in early stage of life. Even those which were not meant to be in that age, because of the early death of my grand-mother. She is always firm & disciplined; the seeds of these qualities are in that feeling of responsibilities. She never argued about anything neither did she run away from any crisis. She fought until she won. She is always happy with everything she has. She has faith in god & mostly in herself & her work.

Although she was the smallest child in her family, she never got expected love from her near-ones. She says my dad & I are her world. We are everything for her. She is a very strong woman & has faced many difficulties in her life. She has taught me that failing is not your fault but stop trying due to fear of failure is a fault. She has given me values. She has shown how to be gutsy & fearless.

I live in a nuclear family. She has had bad experience with our relatives & she didn’t want me to be under a bad impact, so we got separated. But she always told me, that whatever I experienced or faced, don’t make your judgments according to it, don’t have prejudices. She told me to believe in what I feel. When I was small, I had stage fear. She is not an artist, but still, she always supported me & told me to be confident. I’m neither an artist too, but what I feel is that world is a stage where you have to perform. Where, you have to dramatize your feelings & emotions to win.

She never asked me about any decision I took, both of my parents never forced anything on me. I felt that I should choose arts faculty, she supported me. She always wanted me to be a dynamic personality. She always wants me to take responsibilities. She thinks that I should never be dependent. According to her, Independence is very essential. Therefore, she taught me everything. She taught me to cook food, to clean the house & to do the proper management.

She always says sarcastically, that she wanted a girl child & I was born, so she taught me everything that parents teach to their girl-child. At times, she gets emotional, she says, whatever we couldn’t get in life or whatever we missed, I want you to enjoy it. She is a strict mother also. She scolds me many times. But whenever she’s angry with me, she feels hurt even more than I do. So, she always comes to me & cries hugging me.

She sacrificed her job to teach me values; she sacrificed her fun to make me happy. She always consoled me when I was hurt. She fought against the world to stand by my side. She gave me unconditional love, which is very rare in this world. She made me feel special; I owe my life to her. I love you mom, I love you.